Monday, April 27, 2009

This is just to remind me

So I decided to visit Amman, after 9 months of being away! I can't deny that I have missed it, but damn its different, the people are different, I don't know maybe I have changed. this is just to remind me one day of my feelings that I had when I came back to visit my family. this is just to remind me how I enjoyed the first three days doing all these pranks on family members and friends, and t his is just to remind me that my feelings haven't changed towards some elements hatred is still there, and this is just to remind me about my nervous break down that I had when i visited my school and where I worked and in front of my kids I cried like a baby, I never realized that the Amman Baptist School music suite was my haven back then, and I knew I wasn't ready to visit it because I wasn't ready to leave it when I left it........
To many mixed up feelings, too much negative energy surrounds my aurora, I know for sure now that I want to leave!

4 comments:

L said...

Oh great.. am I going to go through the same emotions as you when I come for a visit for the first time in 3 years this Christmas? Oh I think I am going to have the biggest cultural shock ever!

Hind Sabanekh said...

oh yes you will!
hehe! it was for me and I wasnt that far away!

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